This was recorded in January 2019… I think it’s interesting to show this because it shows the frustration and the mindset I have been struggling with since November 2018. It’s also me just practising editing, so here you go. I got sick of looking at my face so I have uploaded it even though it’s not done. haha.
For context, I was in a lot of pain for about 4 months with pancreatitis. I woke up, and just… suddenly couldn’t take it anymore. I had had a rough 2018, with multiple health problems, and I was sick of it.
I’m still trying to find the love again, but, we’ll get there.